Dear various fuck faces and pretentious shit eating cunts of the world,

I don't know what I have done to deserve this shit, but, well, I know what ever it is, did not earn me this, in the time that I have been on this earth, I have been subjected to physical and mental violence beyond belief, and now, I am subjected to this level of fucking bullshit at my school, every single fucking day of my life (Or thereabouts) for another two and a half years.

The thought of the majority of you makes me physically and violently ill. The fact that so many of you think that you are so fucking hardcore because you go to Mount Lawley High is repulsive. You are not hardcore, you are not living "in da ghetto", you are not the next member of the wu-tang clan, you are not going to be the next Australia idol, because in all honesty... no-one gives a shit! No-one gives a flying fuck about whether or not you can dance like Nelly or look like Shittney Spears, you may think that popping all these E's, smoking all this weed, drinking like a fish and fucking like a Catholic rabbit that knows it is about to get neutured is the coolest thing to do, well, and maybe it is, to you and the other brainless fuckheads in this world, but in the long run, unless you can learn to control these things, you will fucking end up in a fucking gutter wishing you were dead, you fucking idiot.

The fact that you think starving yourself or walking 3000000000000000000000 kms a day and eating the latest "low-carb" diet will make you skinny is disgusting. Skinny is not fucking beautiful. Thinking for yourself is fucking beautiful. When people know you, it doesn't matter how physically attractive you are, because they will see past the many layers of make-up, the low carb diet, the "sexy" new jeans, the "cute" top that you fucking brought at Supré for $5 on your rich mummy's credit card will not make you attractive, seeing people wear that and have that alone as their sole self will make others realise how incredibly stupid, ridiculous and ugly you really fucking are. So shut the fuck up, eat something and laze about on the couch now and then. Beauty is in the heart of the believer, not on the cover of a Dolly or Girlfriend magazine. Wearing fifty kilos of make up is only going to make you look ridiculous and stupid. No-one gives a shit. Prety much every will get a pimple at some point in their life, so NO-ONE GIVES A SHIT.

Listening to Avril and Good Charlotte will not make you fucking punk either you fucking shit head. It makes you look like just another fucking trendy who goes along with fucking everything that is presented in the media. You fucking shit head, Marylin Manson is not fucking Goth, nor are Slipknot and hanging around in Forest Chase every fucking weekend with all the other dumb-asses who think that they are so fucking Gothic because they have their makeup like The Crow and throw shit at each other and chain smoke. You are not a fucking Goth. Shut the fuck up. No-one gives a shit.

You are not a fucking individual. No-one is. Get over it.

You are not going to look so awesome because you fuck every single boy you see or at least get with them. You look like an idiot, and you look even worse because you have herpes and genital warts from fucking and whoring yourself out so much. You are stupid.

No-one gives a shit whether or not you're heterosexual, bi-sexual or homosexual. It means shit all, NO ONE GIVES A FLYING FUCK. Your parents are vast "homophobes" who think that anything that so much looks at the same sex in a provocative manner and think that homosexuality and bisexuality are diseases that are long in need of a cure? Who gives a shit!? I know about fifty bajillion other people in that situation. Your parents are lesbians/gays who are so open and honest about everything? Good for you. Now, do something for me. Shut the fuck up and get over yourself. There are other people out there in the same situation as you. Some people are open minded, some are not. Its their opinion, not yours. No-one gives a shit. Your sexuality is not a fucking gift. Nothing is a fucking gift. It's a fucking human characteristic that is exactly the same as everyone fucking else.

I don't know why you have failed to see all of this. See, if you fuck faces weren't as stupid as you are, I wouldn't have to waste this bandwidth on the internet writing out this shit for you fuckers. I more than likely really, really hate you. And you know what? No-one gives a fuck.

I hope you all fucking die soon so that others don't have to deal with this level of stupidity and suffer as I have been doing for the last fifteen years. Fuck you all.

Thank you.

-Zi

xoxo

Gogan Entry

omg i am so gothic. amy lee is my fucking idol but boo hoo i am so depressed but i know that i am not alone because amy lee can hear me coz we are phsyic vampires and can hear each others thoughts and i am so gothic because all i ever listen to is evanescene and disturbed because i kno that they are so fucking hard core gothic! but some of my mates like animal and vampiress think i should get into some more gothic music like cradle of filth and maralin manson and then i can hang out with them in the chase!

aw man i wish i was as gothic as them and then maybe i can start up smoking coz it is the gothic thing to do and then wow i can be so awesome and stand there outside a post office scaring little old ladies and staring pointlessly because im so hardcore and then i think that i will go and listen to manson in the graveyard and go get drunk there and smoke a whole lot of dope because im so hardcore goth coz you know that i am so awesome.

i think i will do my makeup like the crow because you know that brandon lee was just so cool ill buy some black lipstick and eyeliner and white face paint and just layer it on coz ill be cool like the crow.

i gotta go and do my fifty pound makeup so i can go and hang out in the chase because i am now so gothic

Some people's stupidity will never cease to amaze me.

It never ceases to amaze and disgust me how stupid some people are. Is it really that difficult to understand what a biblical allusion is? What is so fucking difficult about understanding that life does not fucking revolve around boys, parties, make-up and whether or not you got with that "cute" guy at a social on the weekend.

Dude, seriously. What the fuck is does it matter if you look hot or cute in that little denim miniskirt that fucking everyone is wearing anyway? I'm not joking. Having been to one of these "brilliant" events myself, I was digsgusted at all the cellulite and mosquito bites when combined with denim mini skirts that would be barley substantial to use as a dishrag.

These sort of species are carried from location to location, but, not quite as revolting as those of us who'd rather be wearing long black velvet robes, dark hair and make-up and sitting up all night listening to music and thinking things through thoroughly. This again disgusts me to see people claiming to be so fucking individual with their big hair, ripped fishnets and p.v.c outfits looking EXACTLY THE FUCKING SAME.

This again goes onto cons or vans or docs or creepers, tartan, patches, mohawks or liberty spikes and that "FUCK YOU CUNT" attitude that I seemingly possess. Going on about how fucking much they fucking hate everyone and then bitch and moan when people fucking hate them. Jesus Christ. Grow up and let your balls drop you fat fucking shit.

There is a certain person who seems to fit into many of these genres - and I am regretably one of them. We are all part of this disgusting thing known as the human race.

But the thing that has no purpose other than to annoy would be stupidity.

Stupidity to say things like "Gothic Holocaust" or ridiculing people after meeting them ONCE. Commenting on how much of a "poser" they are and then saying that they don't like that other person because they don't listen to the same sort of music... THEREFORE THEY MUST BE INFERIOR, right?

WRONG MUTHAFUCKA. It's better to try and reform yourself every few years rather than trying to desperatly relieve something that is very VERY dead you moron. Grow up, lose some fuckin' weight and learn to pull your head OUT of your arse and not to push it further IN.

Ladies and gentlemen.

I hate stupidity.

And I hate stupid people even more.

Quality and Process Manager

I was elected to this position without my consent and I really did not care about this project from the start. I really couldn't care less if our factory burnt right down to the ground or if a giant mutant zombie race took over. I couldn't care less.

I think that our company is the biggest load of bollocks since George W Bush being elected as the President of the United States.

This company means absolutely nothing to me whatsoever and I really couldn't care less. I made bad decisions purely to see our company get further and further into debt – that shows the level of care and consideration I have for it.

I think that our CEO Manager is the biggest stuck up snob since Jennifer Lopez, in fact, Jennifer Lopez is a beauty queen in comparison. Our CEO Manager looks like a decaying baboons testicle. And I hate her. The only decent people in this company are Roxanne, Hilly, Hannah and a few others. Our company mentor is an evil fucker and is our "leader" who automatically squashed out the competition with her overbearing personality and stupid hair and huge arse. Pretty much everyone else in this company has actually done their fair share of this work and still, our CEO manager seems to think that we have done jack shit.

In any event, this is not true at all. The real person who has done jack shit around here is our mentor. She pays no attention to real problems (Such as her disgusting B.O which seems to fill the air with that sort of stench that is only found around water de-contamination areas, morgues and a stray dog's rear end or her attention span which is similar to that of a chimpanzee who has been bashed repeatedly on the head since birth), and instead pays attention to the fact that we're not earning enough money in a company that DOES NOT EXIST ANYWAY. The money that this company is supposed to be earning could pay for the lobotomy that I will need as a consequence of dealing with this level of stupidity.

The fact that this project was supposed to prepare us for the "real" world makes even more sick. If people are this stupid in real buisness, I would rather be subjected to medical expiriments and enemas every day for the rest of my life rather than have to deal with this level of idiocy and incompetence, which, come to think of it, would be far more exciting than having to listen to "capital" and "finance" for an hour and a half every single lesson.

This company should go to the dogs and hopefully the bottom of my toilet. Wait, I wouldn't even give it the dignity of being shat on. It means less to me than a coathanger does to a foetus.

So fuck you and have a nice (and hopefully short, so not too many others will have to put up with your stupidity) life.

Thank you.